lady_mab | Meliora - Emanate

Sender: Lianel Lions

Subject: an update

Message:

Hey so… I’m trying to get better at this. I really am.

Sometimes I do things and I try to keep them from everyone, but then some shit happens and I realize that I can’t keep carrying on like this anymore.

Two weeks ago, I had to watch someone I knew, might have been friends with, bleed to death. I talked with one of the nurses and I asked for a tissue sample. Because I didn’t want to buy the fact that it had been an accident, that there was really nothing we could do, and that his death was just a matter of circumstances gone wrong.

I thought I would be able to get it analyzed, have an answer that I approved of, and be able to find peace in that fact.

Instead, we found out more layers to this game than we thought possible.

The dam on the Thames estuary has been creating a build up of mercury. ALICE thought they had come in to stop it, but instead all they did was stop people from leaving the source of the contamination. People like Jun, like Glen, start experiencing muscular deterioration. With it come aches and pains.

That leads to you taking Aspirin. That leads to the vitamin e, already heavy in our system from the monthly shots, to thin your blood to the point where when you bleed, it doesn’t stop.

At this point, I think it’s safe to say that Lia and I have already been discovered by ALICE and whoever is running Meliora. I think, now, we just try to hold on to whatever we can. I don’t really care. I just want to get the knowledge out there. People need to know what is being done to us before we just become another number on their scorecard.

It’s not a secret if it involves everyone. Doesn’t that mean ALICE is breaking their own rules of “don’t involve anyone who was not invited/not an Informant”?